When I start to think about it, I realize that a whole lot of my life has been a series of almosts and not quites. It's like I want to do something perfectly but when I know it's not possible I just stop doing it so in the end it becomes "almost finished" or "not quite good enough". I suppose if you look at the end results of most of em you won't think that there's something wrong, but when it all adds up it sorta makes me feel like a failure a bit.

Well, let's see, I suppose I'll start with my education. For all my major exams, UPSR, PMR and SPM, they're all not quite good enough even though I know my potential is a lot better than what I got.

My personality and traits are usually almost and not quite too. I'm not quite that good a person and not quite that bad also. When I interact with ppl, I'm not quite that nice but I'm also not that mean. If I tease someone (I only tease ppl I'm close with btw), I'll tease em till almost their limits but not quite going overboard. Nobody has ever exploded with me on that even though when I tease ppl, I do think I get quite extreme.

I'm not quite that generous but I'm not quite that stingy even. I'm almost a good driver. I'm not quite a geek, cool, bad tempered, patient, funny, fat, healthy, sick, and the list goes on. I almost finish a lot of games, once I stopped playing a game that I spent like 40 hours on when the endgame is only half an hour's game time left. Games aren't the only things either, sometimes when I do a project such as video editing, I stop halfway coz I get bored of it or something like that.