I don't really ever tell my family about my love life. Mostly because there isn't one to tell. It's always been hard for me to like a girl. I've also been a one woman type of guy, meaning if I like a person, I don't really look at any other girls in an attractive way. I still look at girls la, I'm a guy, I look at pretty girls. DURR. I'm just not attracted to them.

I've always had these platonic girlfriends back in the day. Who I would just hang out with and just talk. I guess back then they were the people that I use as a means to study what I think and feel. Now I don't really go out with girls much. I don't really even have friends even that I go out to talk with anymore.

I've only been really attracted to one girl I suppose. I mean like really attracted. I used to think myself as shallow, since I seem to be only attracted to cute girls. This one girl though, other people actually told me she looks ordinary. Just a plain girl. I actually found her to be very beautiful. Maybe because I knew her before I actually met her. I found her personality to be awesome and I suppose that made me attracted to her in everyway.

What happened then? Oh I got shot down like a lame duck flying though a shooting range. Quick and fast. Reason being she doesn't find me to be attractive to her in that way. We're still good friends I suppose. I won't lose a person that I respect so much just because I feel slighted that she doesn't like me romantically.

So I guess if I really like someone, I don't really care what they look like. I really do think she looks physically attractive though, are other people just blind or was there something wrong with my eyes?