Last week I went to OU and I fell in love. It was love at first sight. I couldn't resist myself, I just had to touch. My God, skin so soft and supple. I am in dilemma. Should I make a move before someone else does? Or should I bid my time and wait for a better chance? It's impractical. Am I wanting just for the sake of showing off? Would the time and care it takes to maintain be worth it? Do I care enough to offer protection from rain and snow? I just want to feel the warmth of skin on top of mine. If I could have that feeling everyday I would have no hesitation, but then again, it's not practical I say with our hot weather and all. O bloody hell, 350 bucks for a leather suede jacket? but it's soft suede... it just feels so damn good. My pay comes in today, do I take this chance?

I admit I love watching movies. My mom says I'm a movie addict, which is very much true. Since I've started working, I watch on average 2 movies per week. Sometimes I even watch lousy movies when there's nothing good on. I even watch movies by myself when I can't find anyone who wants to tag along huhu.

Last Friday I watched Ciplak. Yes, I know, a Malaysian made film. The total cost to make the film was less than RM10k. Surprisingly, it was a pretty good flick. Me and my buds were laughing our ass off in the cinema. There was only like 8 ppl total anyways =p It's totally in English with no subtitles, much to the chagrin of the 4 malay blokes sitting in front of me who went out after 20 mins of running time. It's a low cost movie, so ignore the lousy make up and effects and it's pretty good stuff.

Funny isn't it how the old virtues also become outdated in our so callled modern world. Take for instance, trust. Trust is now synonymous with gullibility. If you trust people easily, then yeah, you're gullible. I'm gullible. Even when I know someone is lying to me I usually trust them. I trust that they'd have a reason to lie. Not everyone who lies does so with ill intent.

Humility is another virtue that's not found nowadays. I admit that I don't have much of humility in me. Humble people are usually thought of to be kinda low in self esteem. I don't think that way but even so I still don't feel like trying to imprint humbleness in me. To compensate for that though, I have respect for people. Even if I hate someone I'd still have respect for them, not a lot but there should still be some. I respect my superior but I don't feel humble when I'm with him, kinda like that lar.

Now I don't wanna move on to the rest of the virtues and stuff. Then I'd have to talk about honor, and then gentlemanness since they're both are somehow related. Being a gentleman is usually a facade now, it's got no honor in it, it's just a tool to pick up girls. Tis the truth I tell ya. O snap, I better stop before I start ranting.